If there was a rope stretching up to the sky with all of my dreams at the very top, so high I get so caught up in everything around me, moving quickly
I forget to cherish every single moment I receive I forget about the climb, I just wanna get there don’t wanna wait in line, even though it’s so clear that I’m called to use patience on this journey that I’m on and I know that I’ll come out alive and it’ll only make me stronger…while everybody’s focused on the hype… I’ll be wondering why…
The original story of the little mermaid is that she must kill the prince in order to be human, and in the end, she loves him too much and kills herself instead.
That is just unnecessary on so many levels.
(Source: erickax, via nikkithehippie)
I’m not good at giving quick accurate answers. So give me some time to become eclectic with myself and my thoughts and I promise I’ll make nothing but sense and love to you.
year(s).
fuck them man, got me flash backing and shit with these fucked up beautiful pictures.
Days filled with thought.
There hasn’t been a day like this in forever. Lately, my mind has been absolutely blank. My co-workers will come up to me and ask “Whats on your mind?” and i’m like…”well…nothing actually.” It’s so weird because I’m usually the one to be thinking ALL the time and now I don’t have thoughts at all because I don’t care about anything and I’m not fond of people and or upcoming events. Up until graduation I was content and up until today it hit me. Excessive THINKING. And I can’t stop asking myself this one specific question…what the freak am I supposed to do until college starts? I don’t want to party all the time. I’m always around drunk people and I pretend like I enjoy it but I don’t. I don’t know what I enjoy. Drunk people are fun and all and I love watching my friends act silly drunk, like do yo thang but personally its not my cup of tea. Recently I’ve been wanting to go to art museums and exhibits and surround myself with super intellectual people. It seems impossible right now, I can’t seem to accept the way things are. I’m happy but days like today have me going crazy and I’m like trippin out for no reason. Then I CRY. I hate crying…especially when I’ve been feeling so strong. That was just today…after seeing all my babies at the theatre banquet I felt so much better and my night ended up being amazing. But i’m scared for tomorrow. Shits so real and my romantic side faded years ago. The average realist is what keeps me pretty sane…whatever the fuck that means these days. Not under these stars. “Maybe I need someone that can save me from the parts of myself that keep making me crazy”.
